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PostSubject: In the Shadows (NR)   Mon Feb 22, 2010 7:12 am

Title: In the Shadows
Pairing: Dougie/Harry
Rating: NR
Summary: Can one man stop it all?
Disclaimer: I own no one in the story (but I can dream)
Author’s notes: I hope you enjoy the story =D

All I did was run. That’s all I could do, run away from the horrors my eyes had just witnessed. All that I could think of was how my heart had been ripped out of my aching chest, stamped on, picked back up, stamped on again, and then thrown into the nearest dumpster, all in one swift movement.

I thought my head was going to explode because all my emotions running high in my body. Now I know what it was like to get your heart broken. Over the years, people had told me how my boyfriend was a lying cheat. How one day he would break my heart. Being as naive and stubborn as I am, I didn’t believe a word of all their lies.
I tried to block out all the noises that I heard. As I ran, I swear I could hear him howl my name through the jungle of people. The sidewalk became so claustrophobic, because people tried to reassure me, as I collapsed on the floor.

I awoke to find people huddling over me, like I was a piece of road kill. As I was trying to breath for air, I heard the murmurs of a thousand people. I unsteadily picked myself up off the sidewalk and dragged my weak and defenceless body to the nearest parking lot. I climbed up, what seemed like a million stairs to the 6th floor, and I managed to find the 6th parking space and took 6 steps toward the window. 6 had always been my favourite number. I stared blankly into the coal covered night. The coldness of the night wind caught my skin, and made me inhale sharply.
I took a deep breath, and inhaled as much air as my lungs could hold, and climbed onto the ledge. As I climbed onto the ledge, a familiar voice echoed through-out the parking lot,

“I’ll jump, I mean it, I will, come any closer.”

His voice replied,
“Don’t be irrational...” with that he came out of the shadows. “I won’t let you jump.”

As the tall dark man walked towards me, I took a step forward, and the ledge shifted its position and suddenly collapsed.

I screamed as I fell to my gruesome death, the crowd below screamed and fled in all different directions. The last thing I heard was his painful screams, and his heart breaking, just like mine did.

“Dougie!”
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:36 am

whoah. I loved it!!
It's a standalone?!
How much I want this to be a normal fic! :'(
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:39 am

Thanks Very Happy

All I have are the ones on here.

I'm thinking of writing some more.
But one with personal experiences Smile
Which could be fun Very Happy

So how are you???

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:40 am

oooh personal experiences eh?!
I'm fab thanks, yourself?
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:43 am

LOL,

Well personal experiences that have happened since Jan

I'm ok... I think.. Not sure tbh... I have a realy bad feeling brewing in the pit of my stomach :/

And that's good to know Very Happy

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:43 am

bad feeling? :/
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:47 am

Yeah.

And I feel like crying as well :'(

I think something is gonna happen to my mate who I love so much and I don't know what to do :'(

He needs me but I can't do anything because his aunt and nan don't like me, and I know he needs me I have a feeling that he does.

I want my baby in my arms

And I want him to feel safe and secure

And I wanna protect him from harms way

:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:50 am

awh noes!
I'm sure everything will be fine.
And what does it matter if his aunt and nan don't like you, if you need to be there for him you should be Smile
and if you do help him then I'm sure they'll realise how lovely you are.
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:54 am

Yeah, but somehow I don't think so...

Sorry to put this onto you

I think I needed to get it out in the open.

And I love him so much.
And he loves me so much

And I don't know what to do

His aunt and nan are trying to separate us

And they don't want to meet me now.

They don't want us to have any contact with each other.

He's just rang me saying that it's all getting to him and that they keep on shouting at him and he said bye and hung up.

Sorry again

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 9:58 am

no need to say sorry, you need to get things off your chest sometimes.
if you love him you should go to see him, does he live with his aunt and nan?
is there anything really bad that you did for them to hate you?
sorry if I'm being a bit intruding, you don't need to tell me if you don't want to.
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 10:05 am

I would but i dont know where he lives.

I dont know they just said it isnt the time and that they dont want to see me.

It's ok. I need to get it all off.

Ive just rang him and he said that he cant handle it
And that he wants me to find someone else and someone my ages but I cant
I love him too much
I only want him
I've told him this as well
And hes said the same to me as well but its his aunt and his nan that are stopping everything

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 10:10 am

then I think that you need to try and contact his nan and aunt.
if you think/know that you are definitley in love with him you can't let his relatives stop it, they just most probablly don't understand?
not meaning to sound blunt here, but is it maybe something to do with him being gay?
if so then you really need to speak to them
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 10:13 am

Yeah, I'm gonna try and find out where he lives and go see them when he aint around.

I know that I am. Ive never felt this way towards anybody ever.

And I'm not sure if it is. They seem pretty open minded from what Will has told me, but that could just be a decoy (if you know what I mean)

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 11:13 am

Awww babe... Sad

Btw Ffion...I think I saw you at the 30STM gig...were you stood near the left speakers?

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 12:32 pm

I hope you get it sorted out hun


and yesss, I was Smile
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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Tue Feb 23, 2010 12:34 pm

hehe...I think I saw you then! hehehe xxxx

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PostSubject: Re: In the Shadows (NR)   Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:52 am

nice. sunny
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